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Bed Beer
03:07
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Needed something to help my breathing
Never really worked out for me
I walk around and act like I’m something
But my habits lead into nothing
I keep a beer right by my bed
Next to guitar picks and my pen
For a little inspiration when I wake up
I I keep a beer right by my bed
Cause I know I’m not getting fed
So I can fake the pains away and not throw up
(Needed something to help my breathing
Never really worked out for me
I walk around and act like I’m something
But my habits lead into nothing
I keep a bowl right by my bed
Next to pictures of my friends
So I know I’m not alone and that there’s people who depend
I keep a bowl right by my bed
Next to train times i couldn’t understand and I can’t even leave my house, yeah I’ve been stuck
When I wake up there’s always a stag for me to drink for me to drink so I can face the day and get out of bed
Im gonna keep my keys right by bed
So I get out this house instead
Of wasting away in the bottom of this cup
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Better
03:55
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My mother told me im way to young
And i said “mom i just cant wait to run away,
I can do this i know im ready”
Step father told me youre way to weak
And boy you wouldnt even last a week
And so... i left my home
But they thought they knew
Better than me
But i know i knew
Better than them
She told me that i had 3 more days
And i needed to find a gig that pays
because rent just isnt free and im behind 2 months already
I told i can find work that pays but i
Have got to go to the streets if grey because
Theyre the only ones thatll take me away from
And i thought i knew
Better then to
Go back in to
The darkness i came from
I thought leaving
Would make me feel better
But it might take another 3 fuckin
Years until I feel like I’m not stumbling
And you thought of me
As something that’s better
but you’re better off it seems
without me I’m drowning in waves of my on selfish tendencies
While you Tried bettering us
I tried bettering me,
Thought I was bigger than us
But this was bigger than me
So please keep bettering us
While I’m still bettering me
And I’ll start bettering you
When I’m done bettering me
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Birdhouse
02:31
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Thoughts of how
To build a birdhouse
In the backyard
Of the place that i still live
And I wonder
How this will work out
Or if it’ll end up on the ground
I can’t sleep cause
Cause i just think of where
I’ll go when I’m set free
And where’d id go if I could fly
Thoughts of how
I miss that birdhouse
In the backyard
Of the place i used to live
I wanted to something to help my breathing
But i dont live there anymore
Just know that ill be out there waiting
I never knew, what happened to you
But ill be out there waiting
I never knew what happened to you
But ill be out there waiting on you
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Maybe Thanks
03:58
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I wanna go to a place where you used to go and hide
Thatll never happen its a waste of my, A waste of my damn time
I can be something more than this ive known this my whole life
I wanna go into space where you used to spend your time
Thatll never happen cause my lungs collapse but you can breathe just fine
Lets go
I WANNA GO TO A PLACE WHERE YOU USED TO GO AND HIDE
IT NEVER HAPPENED CAUSE MY LUNGS COLLAPSED AND I WASTED ALL MY TIME
I WILL BE SOMETHING MORE THAN THIS FOR THE REST OF MY DAMN LIFE
Im getting older every day
My lungs turning black and grey
Im getting older everyday am i ever gonna change my ways
Im getting older everyday
My lungs turning black and all grey
Im getting older everyday
AM I EVER GONNA CHANGE MY WAYS
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Caterpillar
03:11
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Over the mountain again
My whole life
Ive never been this high
And ill try to hold on to
All the last pieces of you
Under the water again
My whole life
Ive never been this deep
And ill try to hold on to
All the last breaths i took of you
Just another kid thatll never grow up
Just another kid thatll never grow up
A 23 year old kid who’s never had a god damn dime
Just bending over backward trying to get by
Because they never learned a lesson from parents that weren’t there
And they never told anyone
Their emptiness, their anger, or despair
About themself
About their friends
About their life
Or where have i been
I never learned
How to live or how to die
A 23 year old kid
This 23 year olds dead
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